Frustrated

Well, I am just flat out stumped and frustrated. Last couple of weeks feel like I have not gotten much done. It is pissing me off, but at least I am now doing something about.

Working out; Let’s just say I am not happy how this has been going. Went last week and worked out with this guy. He was really awesome and trying to show me things. But, I was in no way ready for that. We worked on abs to start, needless to say my guts hurt for a week! So, I am going back and shooting a bit lower, and working my way up.

Photography; It is coming along. Hope to have my photo blog up and running in the next day or so. Made some business cards and will have them this week. Will post more on all this later.

Overall, I am just mad at myself. Know I have things to do and I am just not getting them done as I should. Wish I wasn’t so bogged down with things.

In a funk

Not sure why, but no doubt I am feeling somewhat down the last few days. Know that I was off meds for a couple days played into it. But, i find myself asking a lot of those unanswered questions that seem to plague me. Drives me nuts I swear!

So, this morning I was talking to my mom. Telling her that when things get crazy I tend to go to coffee shops to get work done because I am not as distracted. This opened up a conversation about ADHD (which I have.) She thinks that the coffee shop would have too many distractions for me, yet I find I get so much more done when I am I go there. Just look at my blog postings, 90% are done when I go to a coffee shop. Not to mention i get tons of email done and other things on my to do list (when daylite works.) Anyone have any insight or thoughts on this? Am I just being stupid?

Right now I am finishing this up so I can head to the gym. Will start posting about my workouts pretty soon so its just another thing to have on here.

Talk to ya later!