Do it yourself!

When will I learn? For me, that is very rhetorical to say the least. Not sure why I always feel like I need to build a team of people to make things happen. Others typically screw everything up more then they help, least in my experience. Maybe it is this stupid concept I have that if people come together for the cause, anything can be done and everyone will benefit. Granted, money I am sure helps with all this. Money has been another issue that has eluded me my entire life (a topic for another time).

Been trying to work with some people lately on a project and just finally realized that they are no where nearly as dedicated or focused as I am for the success of this. And that I really need to cut my losses and just do it myself. If it succeeds then it is all me, and if it fails, it is all me. Not as if I haven’t experienced that a few hundred times. Not sure why this bothers me so much and actually hurts on some level. But it is what it is and I cannot keep holding myself back for others. I need to get on with getting on.