ummmm….

In my life I have more often then not, been a bull in a china shop. Pushing through the things I want. With age and hindsight I now realize how wrong that is. Granted, you can’t go back and fix things in the past. The goal is that you learn and try not to repeat the same mistakes.

For the first time in many ways I am seeing life in a whole new way. Not that it is anything new to most people, yet for me it is. My life is my own. My own to fuck up (which I have done very well at) or to be happy and successful. I am more and more amazed at the simpler things in life that people accomplish.

My life could be summed up pretty simple in one word, reaction. Now I will tell you clearly and without reservation it is not the way to live.