Nice car

Took this the other day with my iphone.  Nice car, too bad its a cop car.  LOL.

 

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Love it!

Ain’t this the funniest thing you have ever seen???

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Flock

Wonder how this flock browser works.  Guess I will see soon enough.

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Trying harder

Things are still not what they should be, but at least I am trying to have a better attitude about it all this morning. No doubt so many things in life can get pretty overwhelming to say the least. Right now I guess that is what is happening to me. Just so much on the table I can’t see the trees through the forest.

This morning I am trying to book a flight to Phoenix for my sisters wedding. Not sure why this is causing me so much grief and stress, but it is. You would think this is nothing in the scope of things. Just the thought of going back there messes with my head. Good news though is I got what I think is a good deal on the tickets and everything is confirmed. So at least I have that all done. Now I just have to go and be happy with it all.

Right now I am at a friends doctors office. It is very quiet here, and I love being on the hill on saturday mornings. Fun to see all the people out and getting their coffee and breakfasts. It is very alive! The other night we went to dinner at Teatro Zinzanni. It is a place where they do this really amazing show throughout dinner and it was simply amazing. The food was great and the show was awesome. If you are ever in Seattle, this is a must do!

Ugh

I really don’t want to write this and I don’t want to sound like a whiner. But, I feel like I just need to write and hope I can get some of this shit out of me. That is one of the reasons to have this blog I guess. Good and bad!

Lately, I have fallen completely off everything with my health, how I feel and think. Barely on my medications. The other day I spent like two hours at the 24 hour fitness place near my house. I was excited about everything I learned, till of course the topic of cost came up. Being unemployed and all that I should have known better then stopping by there. Course you always hear and see ads for specials and for some really fucked up reason I still thought it was a good idea to check it out. $1500 later, I was 32 steps further back and running home kicking myself for being so stupid. Not to mention depressed over how totally shit balls I am.

This lead to a week long slide backwards. All I have been able to do is think and think about how useless I am. $1500 is not that much really in todays society. People drop that all the time on things, and still to me just like when i was a kid it seems like a monumental amount of money. Yet this is my health we are talking about here. Damn I am so mad at myself. Not just because of this but how low I have sunk. If I am so damn smart and talented then why can I not make things happen. Why does the concept of success elude me?

I so hate this post because I know I would hate reading it. But shit balls, I have to get it out of me!

Studying Quickbooks

Okay, it is without a doubt no secret that I totally suck at money. Always have, and it is my own damn fault. But, over the last few months I have been throwing myself into Quicken to get my personal finances under control. Happily I can report that it is finally making sense to me and not only that but I think I am making inroads into getting it under control. It is not as bad as I thought it would be either. Course, when you don’t have much it isn’t hard to track it either. Just have to do it!

Now I am moving forward and learning Quickbooks. Just expanding my knowledge base. Not sure why, but i would.

More later!